Lost days, pictures fade.

at 09:20

yesterday went to The Spring N Boulevard..
hmm boulevard got bit disappointed me lor...
thgs like not as much as nice at The Spring... hehe

fall in love w KATE's eyeshadow n gel eyeliner...
wanna save money to own it..

yesterday bought 2 t-shirt n a dress.. spended Rm90 on it..
luckily mum din bomb me arhhh....
bought kose's mask too.. haiz.. spend again
this month really over spend dy..
wanna save money arhhh
wanna slim down arhh..

Labels: ✖血拼战利品✖

at 20:47

manage to chat w y.k for an hour plus..
he asked me how to noe a gurl will give him a chance o not..
*.* i oso wonder how to noe a guy like u o not leh...

>.<" seriously i miss him so muchhh larr....
keep using work to tired up myself...
d only way to make myself dun think too much..
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i miss old days
i miss memories.
n i miss the most is YOU

Labels: Love, 复杂の心情

at 10:52

mum bought a dvd player yesterday...
so happie eh then i can watch dvd at home lu...
now at workin place free free nth to do lor..
i dun wanna think bout him dy.
sorta heart die. but i noe actually deep inside still keeping a little hope..
but i dun wanna force. dun wanna talk. dun wanna touch
jus let it b thr.. mayb time will faded it off.. i dunno

sometimes.. i feel tat my mum really doesnt understand wat i'm thinkin..
but nvm i dun wanna argue w her dy
a gurl treat herself better is it a fault? how can she hurt me?
yesterday went to curl eyelashes.
luckily sis oso did go.. if not sure she scold me like hell..
planned to work for whole feb...
i mean... morning work for office n nite work for waitress/ cashier..
haha seems desperately lookin for money.
its ok to me.. since i'm quiet bored at home n..
got money can buy a lot thg eh...
though i might cun earn my own health o happiness...
but i wan to go kl spend worrr.... no money spend not fun at all... hehe

*praying tat i can make thgs clear soon..*

at 14:34

开始一份新的工作了· travillion mall· HINITELE SDN BHD
做stock controller 。。恩，感觉很像男生做的工作吧？
因为整个公司只有三个女生其中就有淑燕陪我了
所以工作还算有乐趣咯至少我不会像之前的工作那么闷
supervisor 很可爱很欣赏她很厉害
很可惜再多一两个礼拜她就离职了
说真的我还蛮喜欢这样的工作环境
我不明白 travillion 说起来也没很远可是妈妈就很在乎那几百个km
她很在乎我有没有跟她算得很清楚她根本就不懂我的心里想什么
假如我骨子里真的是要反她，我根本不可能会每天拼工作
有可能的话我还会做第三份工听起来真的很拼ho
三份工我是能够赚到RM1300- 1500 啦但是她没想过我那样是要一天做足10小时也
到底我为的是什么她有想过吗

真的很累了心也碎裂了没有人会懂
我不想去理了也不想去理你了够烦了
只想静静的休息发泄

Labels: Sad Feeling

at 21:08

真得好快2008就这样到了
010108 跑去弄头发了
highlight +low light 了头发
弄了red + red margenta
今天没做工明天就开始新的一份工
还蛮开心的啦。。因为跟淑燕一起上班
可是真的希望不用签合同咯
大不了做了三个月试用期就走人 =P

新的一年里我一定要减肥成功！！
再多减 4 kg 就好嘛。。。
女生的外在很重要啊
还有我的脸上的豆豆真的要解决哦！！ =（
买到新年的衣服了还有吊带裙
好想快快过年也

Labels: Vain.Picture, 减肥

I amkelyn
I Like to dream
I Dislike dreams doesnt come true =(
Live. Love. Laugh

I've learned goodbyes
will always hurt
pictures never replace
having been there

Memories good or bad
will bring tears
and words can never
replace those feelings!

Enjoy reading ♥