Lost days, pictures fade.


Sunday, December 31, 2006
at 22:52

new year is coming... yea yea HAPPY NEW YEAR
dunno wat happen these days...
the line seems to b got a bit problem..
all d msg i sent dunno y undelivered.. n i couldnt find him as well..

should i set some new target for 2007?
- losing weight
- b happy n cheerful
- save money!
- hit d target for my studies!
- never b alone
wat else? i couldnt think of any now.. tats all for now lo..


*even heaven is hell without u*
Friday, December 29, 2006
at 12:22

jus came back from sch for register... meet those people somehow i feel left out.. =(
nvm, i'm ok.. jus i couldnt find any topic to say o.. nth

jus now mum says start next month i can only online durin weekends..
umm.. ok this time i din fight for it coz i wanna control myself too..
besides.. everytime i online jus checkin those mails,frenzter, blogging n hopin to chat with him ONLY.
i noe he is busy so... i think should b ok ba? weekend still can chat o call him de ma...

last nite finally i can view d webcam.
wat a stupid gurl am i tat i really couldnt sleep for whole nite... *blush*
but i noe tat after last nite.. when will i hav d chance to view d webcam again?
is really hard to meet a chance next year.. coz i'll b getting less n less online suffing d net..

one n a half month to first exam... =( so fast!!! i haven prepare for it
two n a half month to go sabah!!!
4 more months to MUET TEST!!!
july n sept i'll havin MOCK exam n d BIG exam is on NOV!!!
i'll b free on DEC!!! pls dun give my somemore pressure o i'll b crazy~

think bout wat pat says jus now.. i'll think again after i had my exam lo...
is not easy to say leave jiu leave de... how i wish i can fly? =P

here r some pic for dom.. ^^



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Thursday, December 28, 2006
at 12:12

aih... sch reopen soon lo. so fast______ 10 more months is coming d big test!!!
april will b having d MUET test already.. mus score band 5!!!

anyone can tell me how to being a nerd? can i control myself from suffing d net?

pls..... should wake up!!! these hol somedays i sleep in d afternoon... so start today i cannot sleep in d afternoon so tat i wont waste my afternoon time for sleepin start schoolin days.... n then i should start to adjust my body alarm to sleep early n wake up early lo...
i wan busy life so tat i wont simply think too much... =P

two n a half month to go sabah!!
^^
-lookin forward-

Wednesday, December 27, 2006
at 00:45

jus now receive jaron's sms askin me to comfort my sis... he says is serious matter wor..
then i start thinkin is it something happen on her bf?break up?
seems like wont la.. coz he love her so much i can feel it...
but is true tat kel is askin for breakup n i saw my sis crying silently in front of com..
i dun dare talk to her face to face coz i feel sad for her.. n i scare i'll cry togather.
jaron ask me hold her hand wor.. haha.. i never do tat
if i did tat for sure i'll cry togather.. tats y i sms with her..
so weird le. we both in d same room but din talk to each other jus use sms...
mayb our care cant show out using mouth but using words...
luckily is tat kel think too much lo.. confirmed tat he still love her
then easy a bit la.. can change his mind de... then i start teaching her words to recover back..
i noe i'm aint pro but i can think on words to say if i imagine i'm her..
coz d most important is he still want to sms with her ma.
tat shows tat he isnt tat jue xin to break up with her...
at least she still have chances to fight.... ^^
hope she can success ba? coz i noe she love him so much too....
-fingers crossing-
Saturday, December 23, 2006
at 23:52

today b4 go work i took some pic.. hehe.. =P
i need to wear tat hat for 5 days before xmas..
tats y i took some pic b4 i left this restaurant in d end of this month...



Thursday, December 21, 2006
at 00:58

today i met cindy at my workin place!!! ^^ wat a surprise..
tat time i jus go down to arrange thing.. when i come up using d staircase, open d door n i saw her stand in front of me!!! wat a shock n happy!! gave her a big hug n look at her from top n bottom leg.. haha.. coz i really such a long time din meet her ma... =P n cindy a.. u r not fat k? though ur weight increase but outlook doesnt change much la... wish to hav a long long talk with her... wait till january after she come back from kl lo... aih~
Wednesday, December 20, 2006
at 00:23

a day which i'm moodless again. sorry i din do my work n go to hit d sack
i promise tomoro i'll complete d worksheet..
i straighten my hair again few day pass.. =P
u people mus b scoldin me tat my hair so straight still straighten again..
sorry la. is mum wan to do it so sure i follow her lo..
last nite had a forum with mum.. wan to change her traditional minded..
haha. luckily younger sis stand on my line n we fight togather.. haha
this sunday is christmas eve n then i can go to maing's house for d eve party!!
i'm lookin forward!! ^^ it will b fun n i can talk to my dearest classmates again~
i miss u people a lot!!
so lazy to write lo.. =P

Friday, December 15, 2006
at 17:13

today afternoon went for window shopping with sista..
nth to buy but we eat a lot of thing..
umm.. accompany sis to make a thing for her dearest bf then shop around
around 4pm then we go home, is tiring n later i still need to work.. =(
here r some pic taken with sis at our last station>> tunjugah ^^


Thursday, December 14, 2006
at 22:56

没什么特别,今天独自载妹妹去剪头发.. 我要快快能够自己驾出去哦!

刚放工, 刚才我下去厨房排夹子.. 那个啊达说他煮了我最爱吃的tomato mee..
其实我并不是很喜欢只是比起干炒面好罢了..
我有点吓倒,因为我没想到他知道..
就说,我今天不想吃.. (听起来我很欠打吧?! 没法,说话有点直接) 呵呵
他还问我为什么哦!! 就敷衍几句.. 其实当时心情也有点不好了~
前几天,啊不问我为什么不吃..
所以我才说每天看到一样的干炒面不想吃,还告诉他应该偶尔煮不同款式啊..如水煮啊,tomato什么的..
啊不说是啊达炒的.. 听了我更不想吃.. =P 不是择食,是他所炒的都只是面的味道!!
我其实连跟啊达聊天都不想,所以我是不可能跟他说煮别的..
而且,我又不是谁,说要吃什么就什么吗?! 不吃我更开心
啊达是个是女孩子都想上的..所以我对他特别没好感..

在楼上就我的拍挡(tommy)不舒服,所以大多数都是我送菜.. 算了,我体谅他生病..
后来九点多客人都走了,tina (supervisor)说做后面的人现在洗杯..
我就去叫他.. 他还说tina明知他生病还故意叫他做明天的工..
后来他推去后面就说着明天才洗.. 他还叫我看看他额头很烧呢..
算咯,反正没人我也不想别人认为我很闲空就一个人洗起来..
后来dezmond看到我有点不开心时就说他有东西要告诉我..
他说,其实我很勤劳. tina并不是针对我只是不想tommy假装生病不做事..
当时我还帮tommy 说话.. 可是,dezmond说一个人是不是装的会被看出的..
只要你留意.. 听完我有点难过.. 难过被利用了吧? 其实我是觉得反正都洗了就算了吧~
明天还是一样要见面的....
Tuesday, December 12, 2006
at 22:48

今天下午跟我亲爱的诗敏聊天.很开心
无意中念了篇文章,让我想起前几天的一时好奇.可是后来没去看..
她说她可能月尾就回来了,我期待.要给我惊喜吗??
跟她聊到四点,聊了一些没想过会聊的东西.
对不起,你一定想我很固执吧?! 谢谢你,我感受到你很在乎我这个甜心.
我会好好照顾自己的..
几天没动书了,我有点内疚.明天开始要赶功课了!!
上着网,你也在线上..突然看到你的来电我真的看傻眼了..
妈咪还在房间跟妹妹聊天,我不好意思啊!
跟你是聊了二十多分钟,很久很久..
我有尝试婉转的问你,,我该当你是害羞还是一时没看到我问的问题?
刚才在电话里我是很开心你告诉我你家的事..真的
我开玩笑说你打电话给谁哦? 你说我又来了.. 我真的只是开玩笑罢了
就算我会担心,也只不过是因为你没说过或让我觉得我在你心里是什么位置.
是很正常的事. 或许你忘了一年前其实你问过我要称呼你什么..
那时你说,当两个人在一起的时候称呼对方是不一样的..
可是.... 现在很晚了.. 去睡吧!!
at 00:08

星期天,原本不想打电话给他的,可是忍到五点时我还是打了. 只是我们都没聊到.晚上又打了一次,可是他朋友在他家看戏我又怎么好意思打扰那么久呢?模模糊糊的我都快睡了.. 后来又跑去上线了. 11.30pm, 上线不久就跟他聊了下.. 我问了他有去看我的部落格吗?他说没有.放心,我没有伤心因为我一时又在想该让他看见吗?会有种彻裸裸的感觉.. 很像都被他知道了很丢脸也~ 刚好怡也在线上,所以我们聊到差不多两点.. 听她说了后,还是别吧任何身份加在身上,除非他说或行动证明哦.. 我也问了不少次了.. 茹也觉得累了.. 可是谁叫我的心还是不变呢?! 这几天的我有较开心吧? 功课还是没赶完.. la la la.. 我忘了我要说什么,又在跟他MSN...
Monday, December 11, 2006
at 23:38

世上沒有絕對的完美情人,只願你我都是不斷學習的認真情人
幸福
>幸福就在那觸手可及的地方........
>只是妳都沒發現
>每一株玫瑰都有刺;正如每一個人的性格中,都有妳不能容忍的部份。
>愛護一朵玫瑰,並不是得努力把它的刺根除,
>只能學習如何不被它的刺刺傷;
>還有,如何不讓自己的刺刺傷心愛的人。
>很多事情,錯過了就沒有了;錯過了就是會變的,緣份也是。
>每個人都有屬於自己的一個故事。
>在這故事理,妳應該努力地演好自己的角色。
>如果劇本是自己寫的,我相信,這個世界裡再不會有悲劇出現。
>只可惜,編劇一定是兩个人。
>只要其中一方有了變話,這齣戲任妳再怎麼努力去演,到了最後只會成為悲劇。
>一生當中,會有很多跟妳合演的人,
>但最終,只有一個可以幫妳完成這齣劇 =)

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at 23:26

The guy who loves you, if he can't always see you,
he will try to make himself busy,
for not to have any time to remember you,
because he knew, if he did,
he will keep on missing you until he could do nothing.

The guy who loves you can't tell you the
reason why he loves you.
He only knows that in hiseyes,
you are the only one.

The guy who loves you seldom praises you
but in his heart, you are the best and only he knows it.

The guy who loves you will worry sick or complain
if you don't reply his messages because he cares.

The guy who loves you only sheds his tears in front
of you and when you try to wipe his tears,
you are touching his heart,
the heart that beats for you.

The guy who loves you will remember every word
u said even if its accidental and he will
always use those words in the nick of time.

The guy who loves you will not promise easily
because they don't want to break that promise.
He wants you to believe in him
and he wants to give you the happiest and safest life always.

The guy who loves you always tells you
not to think too much because he planned
everything he wants to give u - the perfect life in the future.
He wants to surprise you. Believe that he can do it.

The guy who loves you will go to the airport to fetch you.
He won't carry a bouquet of roses and call you
darling like what you expected but he will
carry your luggage and ask you,
"Why have you become so thin in two days?"
with his sincere heart.

The boy who loves you will listen quietly
to you when you are mad and when you finished talking
he will say, "You have class tomorrow, sleep earlier with a smile.
I'll make sure you do."

The boy who loves you doesn't know whether he
should call you when you are angry but
he will send a message to you after a few hours.
If you ask him why he call that late he will say,
"When you are angry, my explanation will be rubbish but
when you calm down, my explanation will work."

The boy who loves you always calls you a kid but
everytime he wants to make a big decision,
he will want to hear your advice first

The guy who loves you don't like toys like teddy bears
but he will always put the bear you gave him
on his bed and hug it everytime he sleeps
cos it reminds him of you.

The guy who loves you, when quarrelling, will apologize non-stop,
eventhough if you're the one who's wrong.
He just wants you to be happy.

The guy who loves you, when he really misses you,
he will buy you a bouquet of roses
and wait for you stupidly outside your front door and
when you shockingly find him there,
he is already asleep dreaming of you.

The guy who loves you will tear his heart open
just to avoid you shedding a single drop of tear.

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at 23:18

當他不再愛你的時候

當他不再愛你的時候,不要再給他打電話。你的一句我想你,只能換來他的沈默。比沈默更讓你難過的是,他說---那有什麽辦法呢

 當他不再愛你的時候,不要再給他發e-mail, 不要再試圖用文字喚起他的回憶,打動他的心,如果你的人不能打動他,那麽即使你用文字感動他一回,換來片刻溫存,溫存過後的大片空白只能讓你更加難過。

當他不再愛你的時候,不要再關注他的生活,不要再關心他的一舉一動。不要在夜晚凝望那個亮燈的窗口,幻想他也在窗簾背後注視著你。他的生活就是他的生活,你的生活也只屬於你。如果不需要分享,那麽就獨自承擔悲歡。

當他不再愛你的時候,不要勉強自己出現在有他的場合,不需要在熱鬧的人群裏被迫僞裝你的不在乎,被迫談笑風生。即使選擇回避,也絕不是軟弱,如果可以,選擇平靜的寂寞,讓自己的傷口慢慢愈合。

當他不再愛你的時候,不要再給他第二次傷害你的機會。不要相信他說回頭找你是因爲記挂你。既然他放棄你的時候那麽決然,那麽下一次他還會不顧而去,頭也不回。如果還記得那一天你哭著慢慢滑到地板上,就一定不要屈從於自己的軟弱,相信那轉瞬即逝的溫情。

當他不再愛你的時候,不要幻想你可以在他心裏留下一滴淚。即使有一瞬間他被你的眼淚打動,只要他不再愛你,他被你打動的時間絕不會比你流淚的時間長。
 
當他不再愛你的時候,別去怨恨。但是開始的時候難免會怨恨。也別去問他,也別問自己,爲什麽他會這麽絕情,爲什麽他可以這麽快就忘掉。你甚至懷疑他根本就沒有喜歡過你,而一切仿佛只是一場騙局-----還是相信自己最初的感覺吧,如果那時你覺得他喜歡過你,那他也許就是喜歡過你。只是他現在不愛了,不愛了就是不愛了,即使解釋,解釋那麽重要嗎?

 當他不再愛你的時候,工作是轉移疼痛最好的辦法。不幸的是,你可能沒我那麽多的工作。但是無論如何,不要縱容自己喝酒,抽煙,這些都不是一個好女孩應有的行爲。即使你再痛,也不要給自己借口放縱,因爲不會那麽巧,有一個愛你而正派的男孩陪在你身邊,反倒會有色狼流氓會借你的放縱傷害你。

 當他不再愛你的時候,別去看那些傷感的小資電影,聽那些斷腸的歌曲。別幻想自己就是悲劇的女主角。如果你一定要哭,那麽就哭一場,痛痛快快的哭一場,可是只哭一場,不要讓眼淚淹沒了你曾經燦爛的笑容,你還是原來那個可愛的你。

當他不再愛你的時候,相信我,所有的一切,都有風淡雲清的一天,總有一天,你看到他,就像看到一張桌子那麽簡單。相信我,因爲從失戀中走出來的,有你,也有我

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Saturday, December 09, 2006
at 23:04

todae is auntie's big day~ her new tadika opening day..
d sch name is smart reader kids. is a worldwide tadika i think? i like d tadika. looks so cute n nice~

n sista agree with me tat d guy in d shirts catalog looks like him wor.. then i took d pic n mms him. haha, he also tot tat was him when he open d mms.. now i'm wonderin how d gurl who he says looks like me looks like... ?? at least tonite he sms with me a bit.. n last nite was so funny which i never tot we will share background here n thr n finally we decide to use d big roses which he took d pic from kundasang.. he is d first one i share background in msn.. n i'm h a p p i e ^^

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刚刚看了怡的部落格.她所说的我都觉得很熟悉..因为你也是那样对待我的.一个女生的心是很脆弱的,可是我就是爱你.
快 两个星期没打给你了..明天又是星期天,在犹疑着要不要打给你.我想,不会吧?不是因为什么,只是我怕.. 我怕我不能承受那种被你电话关掉找不到人的感觉..也真的觉得很烦人,没那么多脸好丢. 拜托,我是女生也!!星期一到星期四我都没找你,因为我真的生气你. 其实也是想看看你会不会主动找我? 但是我清楚是不可能的.以前,半夜十二点多一点都还可能会收到你的电话或信息.但是现在呢?我知道你十一点过后就不开电话了.所以不用指望你会打给我.. 信息呢?有回一封就好偷笑了吧?!
在同一个星期里我发了两封短讯问你, 有没有那么一点想我?结果还是没回音. 当天传了短讯,多么希望隔天早上会收到你的回音.可是还是没有.. 心痛可是只能忍受.前几天,我在想到时候我去你那边时.见你好还是不见你好?可是我很想见你也. 但是如果你并没有像我一样那么想见我的话,场面会很尴尬吧?
昨晚,当我看到 'sze is writing a msg' 我真的很开心.因为有时候你都不回我MSN.但是,或许你在忙吧? 我的要求真的不多,我只希望你都会像昨天一样告诉我你的感受,心情,事件. 或许我真的帮不上什么,但是至少我知道你发生了什么事.
凌晨一点了,刚看见你上线. 你告诉我你想换数码相机,想问我意见. 聊天是还蛮愉快的.. 可是很想对你说的就是,可不可以要离线还是什么的时候至少说声bye? 给过你地址,但是我真的不知你有没在乎过又或者早就忘了?因为你真的很忙吧? ...


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Thursday, December 07, 2006
at 16:01

早上八点到 巴迪家.我们去MCD吃早餐. 第一次跟巴迪去吃o, 好开心也拍了些照片. 她硬要拍的,说是因为太久没见吧? 也好久了__ 聊了很多很多.很开心也觉得很轻松. 今晚要跟沁儿出. 会再拍些照吧? ^^ 懒惰说多多. 看片片吧~

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Wednesday, December 06, 2006
at 23:36

好高兴巴迪明天就能遇见了. 明早八点前就去她家然后她妈送我们去吃早餐.
好期待. 快半年没见到她了. 不知有何变化?!

今天的我还是有点魂不守舍. 很气!我的流海不能看的. 明天还要见巴迪哦.
觉得好丢脸哦! 猪头的,不知是否想害我.早知就不信她了.
希望快快长吧!! 两个星期?一个月?不想出门哦!! =(
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
at 23:03

S O R R Y if i hav done anything wrong. but i really dun understand.
pls dun treat me like this.. please... =(
at 22:40

here are some more pic taken by me while i go shop near jalan song.
hehe. erna, i really feel so embarrass to took d pic wor.
got a shoes i kinda like it. but then cost Rm100++ le.
i think i can buy 3 pairs of other shoes la.
after tat i went to benzamine to buy some books which cost me RM54 something.
form six books really so expensive wor. but i hav to buy it.

part of d shoes i like. mayb will buy any one from it. ??

shoes shop in jalan song. thr hav lots of shoes wor.. ^^

cindy!! quiet big de outlet.. in jalan song thr

Monday, December 04, 2006
at 13:19

刚刚去看了kimo,panda 还有其他朋友的部落格.有种不一样的感觉.不懂如何形容.

你说最近 streamyx有问题,没见你上线. 又是强烈的想念你.
电话也搞不懂得连接不上.有点担心.
刚和shirley MSN,她说 ms chong 要离开学校了.我很坏. 有点开心因为我们或许不用去新加玻了.
少了那件事,我或许没有那么烦,至少不会又无理取闹吧?
今天起,收拾心情. 做我该做的了..

讨厌妹妹,她也是明年要考试的人.为何她成天玩乐.而我,埋头苦读? 不公平的世界
希望这几天能够搞定一大部分的功课吧? 好像有点不可能

Saturday, December 02, 2006
at 22:36

yesterday n today i slept for whole afternoon. dun feel like touch d books. am so tired n i'm wonderin y i'm not like my other fren who can enjoy their holiday so happily. i'm so desperately wan to go out with them. so miss erna. miss bud. miss syndy. miss ma ing. my classmate n frenz. n d most i miss is still u... din hear anything from u these dayz. mayb u r still so busy ba? tonite i sure cannot sleep so early again. wat am i goin to do to fulfil my time? haiz. i dunno when am i goin to get d paper from hohun. so lazy to start. but i'm afraid of regretz. so emo these days n i dun like being like this. but wat can i do? ='(
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刚刚无聊进了QQ.遇见宇和蕾,要了他们的部落格.想去看看. 有点想念他们. 忽然好讨厌自己.真的好讨厌! 能不能把我给换了? 从头到脚给换了.. 刚才在酒楼遇见忠伟.他变大只了.. =P 算了.我还是懒惰写东西. 慢慢长夜,我彻夜难眠哦!! =(

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