Lost days, pictures fade.
Tuesday, December 10, 2013A little thought during this period at 01:33
0120am/ just done my revision for tomoro's paper. This is one of the most challenging paper for ACCA candidates. Failing it is normal. But, I still want a pass from it. So, I gave myself a lot of stress. My weight went on a Yoyo basis this few days too. Gained two kg in a week but dropped within 3 days. Thanks to the stress.
I've been thinking a lot when I'm down. Maybe it was because I have a lot of time facing on the book then half way study I will spend my precious time on day dreaming. Then I start to think a lot negative stuff. I was once a negative mindset person until someone told me about the secret- to be positive in order get all wishes fulfilled. So, I tend to remind myself all the time, to be happy. This works all the time but when I'm alone or those PMS days, then I will be super down and negative again. Can't help.
I can't remember since when i wasn't that care of people's view on me. I don't know since when I start to seek for freedom and just want to be myself. Before this, I was super care about what people think about me and why am I still single. I was living under a set of standards. Thank god now I changed and I start to love this single and free life. Anyway, I hope my change doesn't affect anybody.
Last time, I was super care about my friend's feeling too and I almost got angry if they din shared their problem to me. Maybe I was just too busybody. But, they seems doesn't appreciate what I do but felt stressed. I'm really sorry. I just want to be caring and be a good listener.
Sorry for wasting your time on reading all my mixed up thoughts. This is just another random post.
Should doze off now and wish for the best for tomorrow.
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