Lost days, pictures fade.

i thought at 15:27

i thought i can let go easily
i thought i can treat it everything never happens.
i thought i can continue live my life happily.
i thought i wont miss u anymore.
i thought i wont cry.
i thought i can forget.
i thought time will cure.
i thought i wont insomnia cause of u.
i thought i can control my tears from falling down.

but, after all...
it is jus wat i thought which is not true in my real life.

Labels: Kelyn.Emo

lame day at 16:34

hmm today's lunch not many customers.
so i'm very free. =)
n i came across to this.
aha. i saw 2 big prawns fighting for food.

can u c the prey?

does it looked clearer in this pic?
hihi. i wonder did anyone from the kitchen saw me taking picture of the prawns not.
coz. i think i'm so lame. wahaha

Labels: Random

TiReD at 01:43

phew.finally done editing my bloggie.
start edit from 1100pm till 0143am. XP
happie with the outcome.
wanna try out the ads google o wat tomorrow after back from work.
tiring dy. gotta sleep coz early morning gotta work arhh..
*yawnz*

at 21:59

[sunday - off day]

as i planned, go to THE SPRING with little sister.
mum asked me to drive thr myself. i kinda feel bit bit 'kia kia'
coz to go down d carpark there i dunno where i can control well to care for my car not.
n funny thing is.. halfway shopping at d chocolate store besides ta kiong,
suddenly remembered dunno did i locked my car not.
so, went to the car park to have a look lor.
luckily, i did.

reached spring at 12 noon, so.. hehe is lunch time
d first place we go is.. SUSHI KING!! ^^
wait for it so long dy. wahaha.
go to meet up with syndy. my darl first. hehe
i really wanna have a nice chat with her.
lookin forward to our date worhx.

*i din take any picture of d sushi tat i took with my little sis*
spended RM30.31 (including tax n service charge aft 10 % discount)
after that pass the seat to my sis.rainbow n her fren
me n xuan just go for our window shopping.
met up with weiwui in optical 88.
d first thing he says is.. "u must be just done ur lunch in sushi king!"
wahaha. noe me d most is u lar..
hahaha i like sushi isnt u dunno d~
xuan says wanna go secret recipe to eat cheese cake wor.
but.. i dun wan leh. coz very full arhh
had my breakfast early 10am then noon jiu eat sushi.
how to fit in a piece of cheese cake some more wor...

>.<" gained weight recently after chinese new year. c my face become so chubby ki *tina said so* sob sob goin kl soon lerhx. >.<" gonna start my crazy diet plan this week. no more breakfast
no more supper
no more sweets
no more maggie mee
no more tom yan bee hoon
no more kueh tiao
no more soft drinks
tried to have only one meal per day
target to lose 4 kg in 12 days.
like wat i did last time. hehe

Labels: Darl.Syndy, Sushi, 减肥

at 00:16

终于明天有休了！！好兴奋哦。。我要去[沙拼]！！
还有要去吃寿司！！
换工有一个星期了也。
每天都是十点做工，两点放工，回家拼戏，六点又做工，十点又放工。
每天都是这样的过。。不知不觉，二月又到尾声了。
很快就要发薪了哦~ 呵呵
还有一个星期多就能去kul 玩了。越来越兴奋。
但是，成绩也会越来越快要揭晓了。。
真得不懂考得怎样。好怕但是没有法子改变了。。
不懂就读大学会是怎样的生活？！
忽然间又会想起中五考完那年，也是在同样的地方打工。
也是同样的继续深造，当时也是有想过中六会是怎样的生活。。
没想到那么快，中六结束了。
或许别人会认为对一个要去别的大学深造的人来说，就读中六是在浪费时间。
但是，就读中六也有它的回忆。
也认识了新的朋友，受过新的教训，也懂得要怎样去处理一些事。
所以，应该也不算什么浪费不浪费的啦。。。
希望有新的开始~

Labels: 回味过去の日子

[late coming post] at 15:07

my hair b4 straighten >.<
aft straighten. still look weird.
=( so many pimples. stress of work?!
dunno

Labels: Haircut

*半天休* at 16:22

好不容易的今天又半天的休假。
睡觉到十点半。吃了早餐/午餐，在妈妈房间拼“剪刀`石头`布”
呵呵``好久没拼戏哦。。后来跟一位很久没联系的朋友传短讯。
我真的很替她不值。她，很爱他。一次又一次的甘愿被骗。
他们分手后，她竟然还借钱给他买机票去西马求回他的女友。
说明一下，她才是第一任哦。。竟然给钱那男的去求回跟他劈腿的女友！！
男的回来后还时常找回她，还跟她发生关系。。
*#%￥……—*什么狗男生不爱人了空虚时又要找人来满足自己啊！！
过不久，他又再搭上另一个女友了。
离谱的是现任女友还传讯息给她说要和她做朋友。。
是要干嘛嘛。。应该离她越远越好啊。。难不成要伤自己哦。。
我不能说什么，当事人或许是太愚蠢了？或许真的太爱他了。。
真得希望下次受到她的讯息时，她会遇到更好的男人~
*为你加油*

说回自己，过去一个星期每天忙碌工作，赚钱

当我忙透+累透+心情坏透= 脸色超难看
真的很对不起同事们，如果遭惹到我，应该也没什么好待遇吧~
但是还是要说声对不起啦。。特别说给*燕燕*

有时我认真起来，不可能有那么一丝微笑挂在脸上吧？！
好像去`沙拼`哦！！期待跟syndy出去！！ yay!!

还有三个星期就回去KUL了!! 期待期待期待!!

Labels: 期待の心情

happie ANTI-valentine's day at 10:55

happie ANTI-valentine's day!

anyway, valentine's day was yesterday

a lot sweet sweet couple had their sweet sweet dinner

with nice dinner, nice place, nice environment, nice gift

heard tat a fren got a diamond ring wor..

hehe i noe u ppl sweet lar..

envy envy envy *said 3 times means i really mean it*

so how did i celebrate my valentine?

hmm. work at travillion at 9am till 6pm

rushing to another job at rock road which starts at 630pm

then work. work. work till 10pm

then go home bathed n had a NICE REST!!

still remembered on the 13th of feb a guy asked me

"do u asked ur dream guy to go out with u?"

ohmigosh. do i need to do until tat?

NO WAY!!

i dont need roses this year,

dont need men,

dont need nice gift

dont need a nice dinner which actually will put me on weight.

*wahaha* i noe this is wat a gurl in a single status will says

coz my sis says d same thg too... bluek*

haha i wan happiness

want money

want shopping

ps: picture was grabbed from keren. =P

Labels: Valentine

工作 at 10:33

开始工作了几天。。好累啊！！每天早上九点做工到晚上十点。
累透了，但是没法自咯。赚钱不易。
心情不太好，别问我为什么。我不想回答。。
想起了某些人，某些事，原来还是没放下，没忘记。
好想快点去读书，可能就不用烦啦～
只想有个快乐的假期。。

Labels: Sad Feeling

2008. Chinese new year`` at 01:03

happie new year.but no mood. time is v packed. go to visit few relative's house only.
if asked me go to how many fren'z house.. hmm non of one close fren's house.
jus tat 2day went to 2 working collegue's house only.
hmm.. the 1st day of CNY wewe, josh n bud did come to my house lor.
but they oso jus sit for about an hour nia..
haiz. seems everyone is busy. i'm so tired of gather ppl o makin plans.
coz it is owes hard. as we grown up, seems go to visit less houses.
wat is the meaning of CNY to us now?
i jus wan a holiday. longer holiday.
lookin forward to go KL trip wor.. ^^
nth important to me dy.
jus wanna enjoy life.

Labels: Festivals

at 11:49

天空灰得像哭过离开你以后
并没有更自由酸酸的空气
嗅出我们的距离一幕锥心的结局
像呼吸般无法停息抽屉泛黄的日记
榨干了回忆那笑容是夏季
你我的过去被顺时针地忘记
缺氧过后的爱情粗心的眼泪是多余
我知道你我都没有错只是忘了怎么退后
信誓旦旦给了承诺却被时间扑了空
我知道我们都没有错只是放手会比较好过
最美的爱情回忆里待续
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你最近还好吗

挑一张耶诞卡写上满满祝福的话
地址写的是心底你能不能收到它
天有点冷风有点大城市宁静而喧哗
这一个冬天我得一个人走回家
问自己习惯了吗没有你每到夜褃回声变得好大
有没有什麽好方法让寂寞更听话
你最近还好吗是不是也在思念褃挣扎
你说会记得我还记得吗
你最近还好吗忙碌吗累吗心还会痛吗
如果真不得已忘了我快向快乐出发
有再多的牵挂都已没有权利表达
旧情人给的问候比陌生人还尴尬
昨天远了明天还长
回忆模糊但巨大这样的深夜眼泪要怎样不流下

Labels: 歌词部落

at 13:31

Neva say I love you
If you really don't care
Never talk about feelings
If they aren't really there
Never hold my hand
If you are gonna break my heart
Never say you are going to
If you don't plan to start
Never look into my eyes
If all you do is lie
Never say hi
If you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever
Then say you will try
Never say forever
Cuz forever makes me cry........
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今天你的影子又出现在我的内心深处。但是我努力的去麻醉自己。不想你
虽然如此，还是渴望得到一点你的消息
或许不值得，但是就当是朋友的关心也好吧？
不懂以后还会不会再见，但是回忆还是会在脑海里，抹不去。。。
很矛盾，但是我不会再傻了。。
因为这并不是童话故事里的世界~
你不是我的王子。。别在做梦了

Labels: Kelyn.Emo

[resign] at 10:36

yesterday went to hospital take care grandpa with sis.
aft tat noon mum hand over car to me then i drive sis togather go had a hair cut.
hmm. now bit bit regret arh.
mayb coz my fringe not so long dy.
mayb coz hair bcome so short ki.
ohmigosh.now look short n fat n clumsy. >.<"
but afterall..
its a diff look. diff feel. diff hairstyle

nvm la take it as a new try lo. say this to myself..though bit bit sim tia
really so damn short hair!! i long time din cut short eh.. oh god..
but few days later will b used to it kua... *hope so*

grandpa was move to normal wad yesterday.
hope tat he can back to home by 2mr.
n a funny thg is.. those nurse tot me n my little sis was my grandpa's daughter.
i wonder are we lookin mature o my grandpa looks v young. XD

jus now mum says plan to go eat dinner at restaurant on the 15th of cny wor
but thr v busy most probably i gotta work leh..

oh ya, i resign last sat ady by giving 2 weeks notice.
i actually like to being a stock controller here coz sook yen was here.
n the job was easy. pay is ok. collegue is nice. i'm owes free n i can watch astro!! *hihi*
but then rock road offer is better. can earn more n workin w sis mar..
so final decision is switch to fulltime thr.
yeah! new year is coming soon.

*pic will b uploaded soon*

Labels: Family, Haircut

[general hospital] at 20:01

today went to visit grandpa aft work. saw this in the entrance thr.
swt!! sis says should change to "selamat jalan"
who wans to datang hospital, rite?

this is d machine tat shows line runs not in order when my grandpa vomit last nite
*actually i dunno if i can take any pic in ICU wad de*

haha grandma says ask him to stay in hospital durin 1st day of CNY
coz avoid every relative go visit him in her room if noes tat he is sick wor.
pity grandpa keep say dun wan stay in hospital alone.. =P

aft tat we go visit "lau ging" who is grandma's brother's wife
she is leukimia n was in hospital on d same day w grandpa jus tat diff level.
walao. her room really like 5 star hotel eh..
got slide de bathroom, nice wallpaper, new facilities w nice carpet..
guess wat? one day staying fee only RM3 eh..
since when our general hospital upgrade till so gud arh? hehe
mayb they r trying to upgrade then next time can collect more fee kua?

heard tat our general hospital's cardiac oso d best in MALAYSIA wor..
grandpa was so lucky coz d main doctor in charge still in kch yesterday
so he manage to do my grandpa's operation.. today he fly to miri ady..
is a chinese wor!! haha owes trust chinese's skill more..
no offence jus.. i'm chinese oso mar..

Labels: Family

at 17:15

刚刚接到妈咪打来的电话。公公今早心脏病发进了医院。
医生说要通血管和住医院喔。。
希望他快快没事咯
星期一的团圆饭也没有吃了。。
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[今天在watson 买的东西]

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1122pm 从医院探病回来。公公通了一条大血管和四条小血管。
在ICU病房内看到那架仪器。都是显示心跳血压什么的。
看到公公眼睛睁大大时很精神的样子才松了一口气。
看到他的样子就觉得公公很坚强哦！好厉害~
当我看到公公吃了几口粥就吐到满间时，感觉好辛苦哦。。
我出去叫爸爸时，妹出来说她看到仪表那些线跳得很不规律时真得很恐怖。
我其实很怕去医院，在那里我很不安。心跳很乱。
希望他快快出院。团圆饭我们迟些再补吃了。。。
还有，公公婆婆三月没跟我们一起去 KL 了。。就剩下我们一家人去咯~
也好啦，医生说他要修养半年。。不该太操劳的。。这下真得该退休了吧，公公。。

Labels: ✖血拼战利品✖, Family

I amkelyn
I Like to dream
I Dislike dreams doesnt come true =(
Live. Love. Laugh

I've learned goodbyes
will always hurt
pictures never replace
having been there

Memories good or bad
will bring tears
and words can never
replace those feelings!

Enjoy reading ♥