Lost days, pictures fade.

at 14:57

i cried last nite.. i din look for buddie o even syndy i din told..
i only msg u.. i really feel so tired at tat moment..
n i feel like my heart so heavy n so many things bothering me..
i wanna cry out n release it..anyway.. is over n i think i'm ok now..
too emotional mayb? tears jus fall down suddenly n i'm shock by myself also
-sorry-
i really not thinkin too much
jus tat feel so tired of this kind of life..
i bet syndy ever cry coz of studies also..
buddie is far away from me..
i cried coz some memory comes n then think back she isnt same with me now..
so no matter how she doesnt understand me like previous time de..
n everytime if we meet sure will only talk bout happy thing coz long time din see
bout d bad part.. who can i tell?
i wan to b a happy n cheerful gurl.. so i will keep d thing inside my heart.
yesterday i feel like i hate to go thr work
but i noe d purpose i go workin so everytime i reach thr..
i'll tell myself tat.. 3 hours isnt long.. it will soon b ten o'clock
so funny yea?
am happy tat i saw ur nudge jus now.. coz i noe u r workin now
at least i noe u care me ^^
-now-
continue study n study... busy life..
today wanna do math.. tomoro dunno do wat lo..
so borin n lazy.. but u r owes my energy for me to continue..
i dun wan to bother bout d prefect stuff..
i'll follow my way.. jus pay for myself n i think i'll ask my member to work themself..
i dun k anymore.. my studies comes 1st..
n this exam is really so important to me
so i dun wanna regret coz of this..

I amkelyn
I Like to dream
I Dislike dreams doesnt come true =(
Live. Love. Laugh

I've learned goodbyes
will always hurt
pictures never replace
having been there

Memories good or bad
will bring tears
and words can never
replace those feelings!

Enjoy reading ♥